Thursday, January 01, 2009

Salam Tahun Baru Masihi 2009

Salam tahun baru 2009 buat semua. Tahun 2008 telah jadi kenangan buat semua. Mana perkara yang baik kita jadikan teladan, perkara² yang buruk kita jadikan pengajaran dalam menempuhi hari² yang mendatang.


- For now just doing nothing. If I got bored at home, I'll just play my online games or my PS2. If I were too bored, I'll go out alone. Just wondering anywhere that I think I want to go or watching movie alone.

- Sometimes felt so alone but I choose it. Have to endure it sometimes by myself. Perhaps because of ego so high.

- have you ever like someone soooo much in your life? It's hard to forget her. Been trying to forget her about year and a hal, but another part of me still have feeling towards her. In the end, if the other part is stronger than other one, in the end the weaker part end up lose. We meet a few times with friends especially at Ayen's house for makan2. my buddy sometimes ask me to start the conversation, but it's not like I don't want, perhaps something else.

- Well, maybe I don't have the courage to ask her. Perhaps deep down within me there's still something for her. Well, it's kinda hard to explain by words alone. Between ego and the fear of rejection, I guess both is balance. It's sound like I'm a coward, but that's the truth.

- Honestly, one thing that I could wish for this new year is just one and one thing only. I hope God can answer my prayer for all this time, give me the courage to ask her for another chance. Or maybe is there any possibality for us to get back together? People always said that the things that you want the most is the hardest one to get.

- To much already in here, better I act as usual. Keep it all just to myself and myself only. It's hard for me to open to other people. Only a few people that I'm comfortable to share with.

- The bottom thins is, ELISE, I still have feeling towards you. But I keep it to myself first.

- Been busy with work lately. Due to economy slow down, the management already give warning to all workers that our place perhaps not as secure as we thought. Company's profit is based on the sales that we make. If we get less sales, the lesser our pay will be.

- Even the Western Digital factory near my office is already shut down and about 5000 people are now without work since the US HQ decide to close it down.

- Now looking for a new job. I hope can get a better job and salary for me. Perhaps I'll continue back my study after have enough savings. Need to work and study at the samt time. I hope I can do it. I don't care if I finish my degree late, as long as I can finish it, it's ok with me

That's all for the 1st entry for this new year. Wish you all the best in years to come. May Allah S.W.T bless you all and have a happy life.

p/s: To Elise, wish you all the best in your life and take a very good care of yourself. I wish you all the best and a successful life ahead. May your life full of happiness and blessing. Luv ya...kuikuikui....

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